I sat on the soft sofa in my living room, allowing myself to sink into the deep cushions. I felt so low. It was a feeling I was well acquainted with. Feeling like I didn’t want to do anything, not even things that would normally make me happy.
Coronavirus (officially known as COVID-19) had just reared its ugly head. It was spreading like wildfire in China and threatening to overspill to other counties. It wasn’t a major threat on the radar for the UK yet. Even so, I followed the news closely. It was being majorly reported on which made me feel nervous.
But the virus was not the reason behind my bout. Honestly, I don’t know if I will ever know what spurs me to spiral into a state of utter hopelessness and desolation. Often it just feels random.
“Why don’t we go somewhere?” Lewis suggested.
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